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Monday, September 22, 2008

The Call of the Wild- Robert Service

Have you gazed on naked grandeur
where there’s nothing else to gaze on,
Set pieces and drop-curtain scenes galore,
Big mountains heaved to heaven, which the blinding sunsets blazon,
Black canyons where the rapids rip and roar?
Have you swept the visioned valley
with the green stream streaking through it,
Searched the Vastness for a something you have lost?
Have you strung your soul to silence?
Then for God’s sake go and do it;
Hear the challenge, learn the lesson, pay the cost.

Have you wandered in the wilderness, the sagebrush desolation,
The bunch-grass levels where the cattle graze?
Have you whistled bits of rag-time at the end of all creation,
And learned to know the desert’s little ways?
Have you camped upon the foothills,
have you galloped o'er the ranges,
Have you roamed the arid sun-lands through and through?
Have you chummed up with the mesa?
Do you know its moods and changes?
Then listen to the Wild -- it’s calling you.

Have you known the Great White Silence,
not a snow-gemmed twig aquiver?
(Eternal truths that shame our soothing lies).
Have you broken trail on snowshoes? mushed your huskies up the river,
Dared the unknown, led the way, and clutched the prize?
Have you marked the map’s void spaces, mingled with the mongrel races,
Felt the savage strength of brute in every thew?
And though grim as hell the worst is,
can you round it off with curses?
Then hearken to the Wild -- it’s wanting you.

Have you suffered, starved and triumphed,
groveled down, yet grasped at glory,
Grown bigger in the bigness of the whole?
"Done things" just for the doing, letting babblers tell the story,
Seeing through the nice veneer the naked soul?
Have you seen God in His splendors,
heard the text that nature renders?
(You'll never hear it in the family pew).
The simple things, the true things, the silent men who do things --
Then listen to the Wild -- it’s calling you.

They have cradled you in custom,
they have primed you with their preaching,
They have soaked you in convention through and through;
They have put you in a showcase; you're a credit to their teaching --
But can't you hear the Wild? -- it’s calling you.
Let us probe the silent places, let us seek what luck betide us;
Let us journey to a lonely land I know.
There’s a whisper on the night-wind,
there’s a star agleam to guide us,
And the Wild is calling, calling. . .let us go.


Friday, June 13, 2008

The world is full of absolutely amazing people.


Monday, June 02, 2008

I graduated today.

I
Am
Done.
<3


Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Does the last person you shared a bed/couch with mean anything to you?
Bed, yes. couch, maybe? I cant remember the last person I shared a couch with..oh wait, no, I guess the couches in the lounge count... whatever. I dont remember.

Are you dating the last person you kissed?
Ja.

Can you handle the truth?
Rarely

Do you kiss a lot of people?
not really, I actually am not so much a fan of kissing to be honest...

If you could be anywhere right now, where would you be?
back giggling in Anna's bed with her.

Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
um, definitely not.

Would you rather have loved and lost, or never have loved at all?
loved and lost, of course.

Have you ever streaked across a football field?
I have not, but it's on the docket for night activities this summer.

Your most recent ex says he/she hates you, you say:
either "i hate you too" or "your face" or just laugh because it's not true

How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
probably way too much.

Who do you trust the most in your life?
depends on what I need to trust them with I suppose

Who has hurt you the most?
::shrugs::

Are there some songs you can't listen to because they remind you of someone?
like, the majority of my itunes library? yes.

Are you happy with where you are relationship wise now?
happy but unsettled

How long ago did you hug someone?
a couple hours ago leaving Anna's

Are you more of a coffee or alcohol drinker?
I dont drink coffee.

Do you find it easier to forgive or forget?
forgive... no, forget... no, I dont know. probably neither.

Have you ever talked to someone when they were high?
....yes.

What gets you happy?
what "gets" me happy? um, lots of things. people and doing crazy things and being creative and music and dancing and ::shrugs::

Who was the last person you yelled at?
That would be Caroline.

Do you know anyone who's addicted to any drugs?
um, yeah.

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
I went to sleep shivering.

Were did you sleep last night?
in a tent in a campground on the AT

Did you have a good day yesterday?
yeah, it was full, but it was good.

What was the highlight of today?
lots of things. probably snuggling with anna though.

Do you hate anyone?
depends I guess

Do they know who they are?
I'm not sure. I'm not them.

Do you have a best friend?
I have a two or three (or four?) really close ones that I would have no trouble calling my "best friend"

have you ever collapsed on the bathroom floor?
heh, yeah.

Put iTunes on shuffle, what is the third song that comes up?
I dont know. itunes is being a bitch right now and I dont want to deal with it.

When was the last time you bought something?
this morning-- breakfast/brunch

Have you ever told someone you love them?
yeah.

Do you play an instrument?
yup, a couple

What’s the reason behind your myspace display name?
n/a

Is there anyone you call baby?
no, I think "baby" is kind of creepy.

In the next 4 months, what are you looking forward to most?
summmmmerrr.

Have you ever dated someone older than yourself?
I think my current relationship is the first time I've dated someone younger than myself.

Have you ever got naked at a party?
nope

Does a kiss make you feel better when you're angry?
depends on who or what I'm angry about, but usually, yeah at least a little bit.

Is your phone within a meter radius of you?
oh gosh yes. at all times.

What are you wearing?
field hockey sweats. athfest tshirt. braclets.

What color is the thing you are sitting on right now?
mah bed. black and white and lavender.

Are you doing this just because you're bored?
more just as something to do... and I mean, I kind of enjoy them in theory.

What is bothering you right now?
oh, a number of things...

Was last New Year's enjoyable?
no, actually. not so much.

I'll bet you miss someone right now?
of course

Are you high?
Nope.

What is your desktop picture?
shadows of leaves from a streetlight.

Do you shop for clothes?
I do

Where do you think your best friend is right now?
probably sleeping somewhere. or doing the couch&telly thing.

Who else is in the room with you right now?
no one

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now?
maybe in the kitchen getting yummy food, but mostly no. I'm good for hte moment.

How often do you get onto myspace/facebook?
facebook-- all. the. time.

Do you have any enemies?
not really, I dont think.

Ever fell in a hole?
yes actually.

What last made you sad?
either arguments with caroline or things with brian.

Where did you last sleep other than your house?
last night, AT.


Monday, May 12, 2008

1. What was the last dream you remember?
last night one of my friends gave me a huge stuffed animal dragon/dinosaur type thing.

2. Your boss tells you they will give you a $20/hr raise if you will do your job naked, do you?
um, yeah. i dont care if dogs see me naked.

3. Your boy/girlfriends ex calls and needs a tire change, do you let them go help?
yeah of course

4. Ever seen a ghost?
I feel silly saying this but: yeah, I think so.

5. Do you love anyone?
I love everyone

6. A reason you would move to Iceland?
I did my anthology on Iceland, it seems like a pretty spiffy place.

7. A place you have lived that you miss?
I dont really know that I remember places enough to miss them.

8. A person that you miss?
I dont particularly want to go into this.

9. A band/group you thought was cool when you were little?
spice girls? but I mean, I guess I still think they're pretty cool.

10. You have a nightmare, who is the first person you think to tell?
on the rare occassion that I have a nightmare, I usually dont really tell anyone.

11. Do you wanna have kids before you are 30?
yeah maybe, but not much before 30.

12. A memory from high school?
I dont know. there are a lot and they keep happening. Euro studying in the Commons at BHS.

13. Ever had a crush on one of your friends parents?
not seriously

14. Silliest thing you have done?
oh jeez I dont know

15. Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
both, kind of. but apparently I look exactly like my dad's sister.

16. Something you have always wanted to do?
there are tons of things

17. If you could be with one person who would it be?
oh I dont know. this is a hard question.

18. Where you would like to be in 10 years?
I dont care as long as I'm happy.

19. Something you learned about life this year?
live

20. What do you want for your birthday?
for it to be better than last year's? haha, nah, just like, I dont know. to feel happy and fufilled and right with where I am in life.

21. Have you said I love you to anyone today?
not today

22. Last item you bought yourself?
a dress for graduation

23. What did you have for breakfast?
havent had breakfast yet, but I assume it'll be grilled cheese

24. Name a celeb you think is hot?
I dont know, I dont really keep up with celebs enough to know a wide range of their names.

25. What is your ring tone?
Queen of the Night

26. How many hours of sleep do you get a night?
depends, but I usually allow the time for 5-7 hours

27. Have you ever been tied up?
um, not in a sexual way? heh

28. What do you wish you were doing right now?
I probably should be studying, but I'm not. but I dont particularly wish I were doign something else.

29. Last time you witnessed a fight?
oh I dont know.

30. What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank?
I. . . dont. . . drink?

31. Where do you rent your movies?
blockbuster

32. Ever had a black eye?
yup

33. Last people you went out with?
Anna, Caroline, Erin.

34. Name five places you would like to travel to?
this is too hard.

35. Is there anyone you want to date at the moment?
I'm more or less happy with my current situation, thank you.

36. Favorite food?
lately it's been grilled cheese or sushi.

37. Silk or lace?
lace, probably

38. Last board/card game you played?
apples to apples?

39. What do you think of Brad Pitt?
I dont particularly

40. What is your favourite drink?
cranapple juice

41. What color are your toenails?
"icey clear"

42. Last person you talked with on the phone?
Grace for like, 2 minutes but before that Brian.

43. Do you own anything with a skull on it?
oh I'm sure I do

44. Have you traveled to Europe?
to but not around

45. Last movie you watched?
I'm Not There because we got it for my mom for mother's day.

46. If you could be anything in the world what would it be?
happy

47. Last sin committed?
is procrastination a sin? it probably should be.



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